I am trying to blog regularly. There is a line in a song that goes “Where the words jump off my pen and into your pages”. But what about when the words don’t come and I don’t even use a pen!!
I have always been a writer, enjoyed putting my feelings into words. And I can talk to pretty much anyone and anything and carry on a decent conversation. So why when it comes to blogging do I draw a blank? When I put words to my emotions they seem more concrete and have more validity. Maybe that’s the part I want to avoid. If words are never said then I can not be held accountable for them.
Maybe I can just do random theological blogs that have no emotion or deep meaning to me attached to them. Making something personal exposes the raw and vulnerable parts of you, some of which you might not be ready to accept and deal with. But let’s not focus on that, because that in itself makes it personal.
Maybe I will just continue on the assumption that noone reads these things anyway and I will just pour my heart out…. some other day LOL.
But for now let me just say that Sunday was amazing. God moved in a huge way and I can’t wait to see what He will do next! Hearing the body of Christ singing “God of the City” is something that will stay in my heart a long time. The knowledge that God is still God regardless if people acknowledge that brings me comfort. There are so many lost and confused people, some within my own family that just need Jesus. If their name is in The Book of Life, something someone will get to them and they will be reached and saved. Maybe that is not my job at this time.
With that being said, let me go pray for them right now.
L8R
Melissa
